Saturday, March 7, 2009

sad case

ytd was a bad day for me...
i feel very reckless of being in a gang that keep secret between one another. i tot 1 gang should b open and share tgt. these symtoms i have realised since the begining of the semester, i feel kinda sad for the changes in between my gang. 
i really kenot stand for those who do not responsible to themselve n others. i feel suffer having such ppl in a group. the last semester every1 was fine and can cope with each other well, after a period of time, i found out that every1 is not like was i tot. i really cant understand n intepret their mind, therefore i choose to give up n dun k anymore abt tat.
beside having an irresponsible person in my group, i oso found out that some1 who are like commanding others. the some1 oni think that wat has been done is correct n reject others suggestion or even dun even discuss with others. as a group, i think others also realise this,  jz tat cos v r frenz, therefore, v don't want to point out tat.. so that v can maintain the relationship..
some1 told me that our gang from a big group had gone into a pair up group.. i do feel it since the begining of the semester. well, the feeling of being paired up is not good as from the begining, i really think that my group wil last til i graduate, i have 2 change my mindset on tat now..
i jz dunno what's wrong wif my gang, i can feel that everythingis different now and our freindship seems goin to burst out in a seconds. i m very apprecitate of having a group of frens but now i really dunno wat can i say abt it.
mayb it's my prob as i always think that the prob is on me... but.. this time i do feel tat there are sth misunderstanding flow in between my gang and no1 point it out.
well, i think i m gonna stop here or else my tears will flow like a tap.. 
all the best to every1 in ur final!!
hoping tat there is a solution to solve this..