I am quite surprised that Pei Li did not turned up in the class today. Today is Mr. Eric who conducts the lecture. What he taught today was about “Values”. Well, it is a very common topic nowadays but not much of people will realize this and look into it seriously. I can say that even myself also did not really think deeply what values do I have in my life. This made me think of my own values in life. Sometimes, due to my values, although I think that something is not right, yet I still continue to hold on to them because of my own over-excessive vanity. Umm… This sounds very sad right? But that is what is happening in the world now. Even in cooperate companies, they themselves do not put values as their first priority because many of them think that it is not necessary to practice that. This eventually leads to all sorts of crime cases and likewise.
Too many people overvalue what they are not and undervalue what they are.
~ Malcolm S. Forbes ~
In life, people are always undervaluing themselves. They thought they are no one in this world. I do think that everyone has his or her own values. It is only whether they want to practice it or not. So, why don’t we just practice or do whatever we think which is good and correct in life. We do not need to undervalue ourselves as we all do have our own value.
After this lecture, I was so worried and anxious. Today is the day that I’ll know whether I’ll get the PTPTN loan or not. I’m so anxious about the result as this will decide my financial support in taking up this course. My heart was breathing deeply. Once I click on my ID and password, it shows that my application had been approved. This is so cool. I’m so happy because finally I got what I want. I’ve been worrying this for the past few months since I decided to start my course. I’m afraid that I’ll have to stop half way of my study due to financial problem. Yeah!! I can see the rainbow now!!
It’s Wednesday morning, after Dr Hera’s lecture, I went to the library while waiting for the time to pass. I’ve made an appointment with the counselor to analyze my Vienna Test report. The counselor that do analyze for me is Ms Chan. She is a nice person to chat. After chatting with her only did I realized that I’m having depression. Wow.. That’s amazing. This test really can test out my own personality and my trait. I always remember what Pei Li says about not to take this test’s result 100% seriously, however just make it as a reference in life. This test does make myself know myself better and I have a clearer idea on my future career. Furthermore, it also narrow down the scoop of profession I want to go into. From the analysis I got, I’m more into social interests. So I can have more ideas of where should I go after 3 years in this course. I told myself that I would take another test after two years just to have a look on my changes within these two years. By that time, I think that I can have my choices of future career in my mind and my differentiation in choosing a profession will be much more higher than now, ie. only 5% for now.
I love this phrase: ‘Whenever there is a will, there is a way.’ So, I’ll keep on practicing in order to get my dreams come true.
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